PLEASE FREAKING HELP ME!!!!!!!?

Psychoactive medications tend to be less effective and have more side effects if you take them patchily rather than regularly as prescribed. The idea is to maintain a fairly constant level of the drug in your system, not to create a whole new roller coaster. If the drugs you have aren't working for you, you need to go back to the doctor and discuss the problem. I went through something like four different antidepressants to find one that both worked and didn't have excessive side effects.